Hello,

Luke and me was remembering some moments we passed with our grandma. We rememberd one time : we were coming from school, we were totally tired, we opened the door and it was silent, a terrible silence ... We thought first that there were nobody in the house, so we went to the kitchen to eat, we were so hungry !!!

After a while, we heard someone in the stairs, it was grandma... She had these terrible red eyes, as if she was crying since a very long time. She take a look on us, and she started to cry again, she runs to her bedroom. Luke and I looked ourselves, we didn't known what we're supposed to do, we were too young, so we're just laying next to her, hug her, kiss her.

We were so sad for her, she didn't say anything, and today we still don't know why she was crying, but we think that it was probably her way to exteriorize, to felt better in a certain way ... It was the first and ONLY time we saw her like this.

Helen

My dear love, I would like so much that you'll be with me, that you can support me in these difficults moments, you left this world too soon.I miss you so much, I think everytime about you about all the moments we had. Our daughter Harriet goes very badly, I don't know how help her, our daughter Sarah she's well, she takes out there better than we would have thinked if you saw her..

I hope that you see us at the top...

I think hardly to you of my love

Luke

This Christmas? Ben wasn't even born, we were still happy, everybody came at home, nobody appreciate our way of living, they came, and the critics were here but hided.

We made some turkey, mom could again cook, and still laughed a little, dad and mom pretended that everything was well.

Luke